Kurt's words hit far too close to home and Santana just looked down at the table in front of her, realizing that the end of things for her and Brittany really had well and truly come. And as much as Santana hated that it had to end this way, she knew that Kurt was right. If she didn't do it now, it was a matter of time, and the longer she waited, the more Brittany would be hurt. She didn't even honestly have to tell Brittany that she'd cheated. Maybe she should, or maybe she shouldn't. If she did, she wasn't sure if it would really help Britt at all, or just make things worse for her while somehow relieving Santana's guilty conscience. "We were attached at the hip back then. She was always really... just really sexual, and I needed to be able to find my feet with that, so I took advantage of her. I knew that was what I was doing even then, but I did love her... I just didn't know how to go about doing things the right way, so I took advantage of how sweet and simple she is to get what I wanted. It was never a healthy relationship, and I know it. It's just hard to let go. Even if, maybe in some ways I already did."

"I don't know... We didn't want to tell anyone, so we decided that and just... went our separate ways. We didn't discuss it or what it meant, it was just this big fucking mess. I don't... I really don't even know where to start processing it." And then Kurt was asking her the question she really wasn't prepared to answer, and she didn't know what to say. "I... I want to see her. I miss her more than I even know how to say, and I hate that I haven't talked to her since then. I'm sorry I cheated on Britt. But I'm not sorry that it was Quinn if I had to. I just wish it wasn't so fucking complicated."